Her addictions.

2010-01-05T19:00:00.000+08:00

Blog maybe dead but not the person.
I miss my baybay Syaza. 9months ah?

Love you bestfriend :)

2009-10-31T20:07:00.001+08:00

Blog's dead, everything dead.
Been busy with school and attachment.

Sorry for abandoning this blogger of mine.
I will find the time to update this blog everyday.

:D Being in love suck.

2009-10-05T18:56:00.000+08:00

And they lived happily ever after.

2009-09-12T20:23:00.000+08:00

Don't bother finding me.
I'm away for attachment at the moment.

My blog iz dead [:

2009-08-26T21:04:00.000+08:00

Blogger a bvtch.
Will update a proper one.
Holiholidayz comingzzzzzzzzzz !

2009-08-18T17:44:00.001+08:00

I miss ya. hmmms ...
Where are you ?? hmms ...

2009-08-14T18:57:00.002+08:00

Hi Syaza S.
Even though we went through alot, and we did also not contacted each other for a month plus, we still stayed strong. This post is just a lil something for you. Look, I know there's alot of stuff running through your mind now. But talking about you going for a suicide and stuff like that, aren't you harming yourself ?? Please beb .. You're having your N's this year .. And its not good if you're thinking to do all those stuff. Whatever happens, be it about friendship or your relationship, put ALL that aside first. Concentrate on yourself first which is more important for now. Okay okay? And ya, when I called you bestfriend. It was very shocking for me too. Maybe I miss you lah eh bestfriend ?? hahaha.

Come to me if you need to confide to somebody alright. I have two BIG ears which is ready for your blabbers and drama stuff. hehehe. Don't think too much okayyyyyyy !? Cheer up, up cheer! Everything you faced right now, has its reason. Senang kate, " Everything happens for a reason. " Don't give up easily alright ! And don't be silly okay to think about __. Too much memories! HAHAHA.

so yeah, just a post for you. Smile smile always or else I throw
Batu belah batu betangkup at you :]

2009-08-07T17:55:00.000+08:00

shawty call 911 ....

2009-07-29T09:03:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday lovergirl :D
I hope you like the cupcakes, gifts and many more.

My baby is getting old :P
I love you so much babygirl (:
You made me feel like a million bucks.
I guess some things just don't change.

babybaby<3

2009-07-24T20:11:00.000+08:00

Woke up today feeling like a million bucks.
I guess i'm finally getting better.

sorry for not updating this blog. Been busy. I update a proper one soon!

babybabybaby<3

2009-07-15T18:38:00.002+08:00

Mylove's mummey got admitted in the hospital.
And we helped mummey to escape from the ward for awhile today to get a lil breather :D It was well thought conspiracy. hehehe. Best. And I can get along with mummey alot sey. I like her and she likes me. ^^

i think me and mylove is the sweetest couple in the world.
chey chey !! Ader macampaham.com sikit. hahahaha.
But still, I think mylove look really cute in webcam seyh..

and we test our spectacles skill.
Aww ...... I love you babygirl ! :))

2009-07-13T11:24:00.002+08:00

everytime i think you're nothing more than a mistake,
you never fail to prove me wrong. (:

Thanks for being the sweetest lil thing.
I'm at school, updating this blog. The lecturer keep talking and nobody seems to listen :D Just now, went to school with mylove. Had breakfast together. I was rather clumsy today. hehehe :P what a day start off. Gee. I have been spending time with mylove alot this week. Living in my own love life. Despite that she's gonna be my fiancee soon. I think? nyeh! [:

Since I got my attachment pay already, later in the evening, planning for a date with mylove. Bowling and a meal with her :) Woohoo. Oh yah, before I forget, my blog will be abandoned for this few days because I will busy with new schedule. krekrekrekre.

ok lah. I'm off now.
The lecturer is squeaking his voice hell out of the class.
Bleh. ^^

2009-07-11T08:08:00.005+08:00

Goodmorning world.
I have been too busy this whole week that i didnt have the time to update my blog. Sorry for abandoning this blogger of mine :D My week has been really fun and fruitful. Put aside school because it got me tired. Like really.

Anyway, baby's birthday is coming up. haha. And her girlfriends has planned her a trip to Bali(AGAIN!?). They even got the hotel and flights booked. Awww... Im going to miss baby so much. hehehe. But I'm planning something special for baby on her wonderful day :P

And its saturday today. Woohoo C: Finally a day off. I'm going to meet baby later as she will be coming down my place and we going to crash my relatives chalet. And this is the first time baby meeting my WHOLE family. Baby is nervous and she don't know what to wear later. Wahahaha.

Gee, I'm having sore throat now.
I be back for more S.O.O.N okay ??? :)

2009-07-07T18:15:00.000+08:00

yesterday night turn out interesting.
i love baby so much :)

2009-07-05T18:54:00.001+08:00

Meeting baby later at her place. Going to rock tonight with sepet&ekal too.
Lucky me and baby talk things out this days.

Hooray, baby going to aqram to study more about islam religion.
Happy for you baby. And maybe going to get engage by end of this year.
:D Yahoo. I love you alot alot babyboo.

See ya later.

2009-07-03T16:30:00.002+08:00

when was the last time I posted a proper entry? I'm so lazy to handle blogger now. Blogging doesnt seems to be my hobby for now. This week has been very hectic. Nevertheless, it was fruitful.

The other day, celebrated Mama's birthday. I love you so much my girlfriend for almost 20years. hehehehe. About school, it was normal. Only the surrounding was albeit different. Sigh. I can cope with some stuff and I decided not to slack anymore. heee! :D Today Friday, I met baby as usual at our place. She said she has fever. So we went to school after meeting. Reach school, baby had to go back home already )= Her fever was getting high. Hais. She even said, she so called jangkit mummy fever. Therefore, mummy was quarantine. Sigh. So baby went back home, and I went back home after class. I miss baby so much D: Badly. Hais... Nevermind.

On a lighter note, I chatted/webcammed with baby just now. heheh! It was fun! :) I asked her if she will be quarantined. She said, idk. Maybe she need a blood test the next few days. I hope you're fine baby. And I told baby this, " If you have h1n1, I also be getting it right ? Because I hug you so tight just now. " Baby was like awwwwwwww. :D

HAHAH. Get well soon okay gangsta! (: Niways, weekends gonna be BOOM!
And not forgetting Sunday. Damn it, its the 5th. Fucktard. D: I don't think she
even realise. Bleah! Okay lah, I blog more soon. I'm going for soccer.

xox

2009-06-30T18:14:00.009+08:00

You'll never change girl. Never. Read something, LAWL. Fcuker. So much of being MIA lah like what you said ? I SEE SWINE FLYING. One of them is YOU :) And you said you did your reflection. Yeah, so much of doing your reflection on HIM. Hahaha. Not suprised though. Your first best pe. mwahahah :D Yeah, now, I can live w/o you anymore. Cool or whut ? Izat said so. Especially him, who have been the one who I can count on. You were right.

SLUT (:

ok dang, I cannot upload pictures. Lol.
waaaaaaaaaaaaapiang. I miss my baby so much.
<3

2009-06-29T20:11:00.002+08:00

I have been busy with my school lectures and so much more to do.
So, that means, I won't be active in blogging so much.
I'm very sorry for the lack of post nowadays.

I promise I be back for more.
(Fyi, I and Nad are just friends. Close friends. Nothing more than that.)

And we're going on further. Insya allah.
<3 you bay.

2009-06-27T12:01:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night, as I promised babyboo, I company her through the night. To keep me awake, I went hubbing at channel 402. I think yesterday was my luck, because Nana was hubbing too. And yes, finally I got her number. Long-lost friend. nyahaha. So, I talked to babyboo from 10pm until 2am. I watched LA ink at 1am then went in my room 30minutes later. Guess what ?! Dangg, I slept on babyboo siaaaaaaaa! MWAHAHAHAH ]: It was around 215am like that. And I texted her at 3am. MWAHAHAHA. Lucky she's not asleep. Funny sia. She was like, " Eh, dah kena tembak eh? hahaha, dah, go sleep. Mimpi terindah. "

HAHAHAH. Babi siak aku. >.< Today morning, I wake up around 940am. Had breakfast. Belum mandi because initial plan was to dye my hair and then bath. Mwahahah. So yeah, now on the computer. Nothing much. Babyboo still sleeping and later will be meeting her like usual. Going shopping spree lah kan! Woohoo! (:

Okay, I have no idea why I keep smiling to myself when I read back about what happen yesterday night. hahaha. Funny. And this few days when I talk to baby, I will smile alot. =.= HAHAHA. I'm getting crazy. hahaha. B, wake up b! I miss you seyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

I've yet to apologise to you about yesterday. mwahahahaha.
ok lahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, bye.

2009-06-26T20:41:00.004+08:00

The day was really hot and humid.
Rushed down to lecture hall with babyboo at 8am today morning. Had lectures but the whole class didn't payed attention to what the heck is the person talking. We all were either chatting away or our eyes were on the laptop. Like very kesian aku tengok lecturer tu. hahaha. Everything ended at 12pm. So me and babyboo decided to go down to the Zoological Garden. It has been 10years++++ since I last stepped there. hahahaha! Reach there, went to sight-seeing, saw my old friend, and we both had lunch together over there :D Not much pictures taken there. Was too excited lah katekan. Sempat sey babyboo played catching with me! :P

Then, around 5pm left the place and went to meet Hafiz, Izat, Nana and the rest for soccer at pondok area, tempat biasa. [: Played soccer while I left babyboo with Nana to have their girls talk. hahaha. Soccer finishes around 8pm and afterwich send babyboo back her place. Something happen while sending her back. ]= Gee. Nevermind. So, now, I just reach home. Had my long beauty bath already. Nothing much, surfing internet and chatting with some people. And yeah, everybody's MSN is all about the legend, Michael Jackson. hahaha.

OH! before I forgot, I decided to company babyboo tonight, until she fall asleep. Dangggg. How am I suppose to stay awake siaaaa ?? hahahaha. Nevermind, I will bring some dvd's in my room. So I can stay awake and company you till 4am ok ? hahahahahaha. lol. I can ok baby?(with little confidence) hahaha.

Whatever it is, thanks for today! ^^
Without you, I just can't breathe. No air, no air.

2009-06-25T21:19:00.007+08:00

I skipped both morning lectures today. Reason being, I was very tired. Really, like kns. Sighs. I woke up around 10am and then send favourite girl back her home and then we head to have lunch together. Initial plan to get stuff from Izat but I had to attend to bay needs. She was craving for Famous Amos so we head down to lot to get it. Had lunch there too and went to meet Izat. Chill for awhile and then send bay back home. Thanks for the wonderful daysssss okay(!) She said this to me, " She screw you, I screw her back. Fcuk you. " This gangsta of mine is one chili padi ZzZzZ . So yeah, just chatting with some people online and made new friends too. (:

On the other note, hmm. I feel dissapointed. And a lil sad. It was good to hear though I still consider you my bestfriend. Did I just type that? Fcuk me. =.=" Whatever it is, be strong. I know I can. Gee. Like what bay say, SCREW IT. SCREWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

ok, im hyperventilating. HAHAHA.
And Ive been so hyper since yesterday night. =.=
And my blog post for today is so hyper-ish and merepek-ish.
I think what I wrote doesn't make sense at all! D:

ok bye lah
:)) And aly, IM HOT, YEAH. IM HOT.

2009-06-25T12:38:00.005+08:00

Please do not think too much,
I don't love you like how I did yesterday. [:
'If girls could treat guys as disposable papermade bra,
Why can't guys be doing th same?

●•Fιкαн dεиgdεиgs ™ •● says:
*hahaha ok
*kesian eh dia
*2 years kwn tk dpt2..
*hahaha!
*ignore what i just said....
*so damn random...
*-.-"
●•Fιкαн dεиgdεиgs ™ •● says:
*she's growing up
*cheyy as if im real mature

i will be back for more.
Stay tune. xox

2009-06-24T20:40:00.009+08:00

The trip to Bali was indeed short. I think I don't need to emphasize the word short. 2days 1night instead of 3days 2nights. I know, its kind wasting, especially the flight to and fro. The reason why its short is basically, important issues cropped up in my family. So yeah, I won't elaborate much on what happened in Bali. It was really nice place. Especially the sipping coladas on kuta beach after a beachside massage. I really had a great fun afterall. I wished it hadn't end yet. Sighs.

Besides that, I was really upset/angry when Hafiz called me up as soon I reached Singapore. I didn't know how to react upon that. Oh, Hafiz even says that there's this girl who checked my blog. And she say Im hot. NYAHAHAHA. Funneh. Ok whatever, back to the topic. Like what I say, I really am speechless after hearing all those bullshits. It was really shattering. So lemme write you a ~~love~~ note.

The fire was about to go out. I was waiting for it to die.
And then you came along and added more firewood and fuel to the flames.

Syahira,

" Im not scared to write your name for once. I wouldn't be afraid if everyone knew what you did to me. I don't care if they heard how you said all that. I do care, that you know what you've done. Because for as long as I can remember we had been at least vaguely honest with each other. At least, vaguely, had we been in love such a long time ago. And now, it had been so long that I know I don't love you. I'm not weak now. I'm not going to let you ruin me, but I have been planning on how to ruin you. I know you had a "boyfriend"(idk if its true) when you did all this to me. And I know that you care about him. NOT ? Even though you'll feel the burning of a sort of broken heart, you'll still never know what it feels like to be me. Because if you will, then you'll finally understand what its like to endure some semblance of pain. "

- Me

Jyeah. Enough of that. The favourite girl tried her best to cheer me up when I was really down just now. And she even offered that she wants to company me at my place. She's scared if Im up to something stupid. But nah, I said I be fine. But this degil just don't want to let go of me. Sighs. Whatever it takes to make you happy and satisfy okay. (: And thanks once again for tolerating me. I had fun with you too in Bali :D

ok, I think Im done here. Im really exhausted.
I need a sleep. Goodnights all.

You don't have to say, what you did,
I already know, I found out from them.
You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
To cry, cry me a river
Cry me a river-er
Cry me a river
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

2009-06-22T21:11:00.001+08:00

Yo precious, I don't want to see you cry.
Therefore, I'm still trying to picture what you thinking.

drunken nights. Sighs. I miss someone badly. ):
Fly me to bali a.s.a.p. I really want my butt there NOW.

ok goodnight people.

2009-06-22T13:26:00.004+08:00

Be happy. Don't be sad. Smile. Besides, girlfriends come and go. Whereas, you have friends and family that will be there for you as and when you need them. Sure it won't be easy to move on but you have to be patient for your heart to heal, and slowly, happiness will fall into place again. In the mean time, enjoy life. Spend more time out than in. Listen to gay songs. Mix with people who can make you smile. Cry your lungs until you're fully satisfied. Try your best to forget everything about the past. Sometimes, talking to yourself really works :)

thanks dood :D

Later on around 3pm, will be meeting Fiqah. We will be heading to Chinese Garden and companying her to do her Art. Izat is forever not tagging along with me because he has to pack for the trip to Bali tomorow. Urm, tomorow, my flight is schedule in the morning. The people who are following is Izat & Girlfriend Nana, Matin & girlfriend and his brother + girlfriend and including Nad too. I just hope I can relax my mind during this vacation. I really need a break from this hectic life. [: Afterall, its a virgin vacation. Woohoo.

Im tired.I need to pack some other stuff.Im confused.Im in denial.
Hey you. Yes you. reading this. Ive been cold shoulder this days. I don't know what you're thinking. Shiet. What have I got myself in. Danggggggggggggggggggggg. I hate this. Sighs ):

miss, i hope you stay with me tonight.tomorow.and forever.will you? /:

2009-06-21T13:29:00.005+08:00

Current mood = Restless.
Been having soccer for the past two days. Fun yet tiring. Yesterday afternoon, talked to FiqahCheerful. Its been awhile since I last talked/contacted her. Anyway, Izat, thanks for your advices though you always came up with a harsh one. Sighs. Lagu fall for you, right for me for now. I think. Nyeh.

will be back for more. hais.

(read)
I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cause I know exactly what you'll be,
In his gallery
Just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

She's so confused
She knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
But his money's hard to ignore
She really doesn't know what to do
Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he's done dulling your shine
You're out the door and he's through with you

2009-06-20T11:36:00.004+08:00

I didn't want to bring up that topic.
But its the matter of clearing all this between us.
Sighs ):

This is an old photo. wahahha.
I miss my hair D:

After managing less than 8hours of sleep, I woke up pretty early today. Earlier than any other normal days. I think I'm getting puffy eyes if this continues and its not as if I'm having insomnia or something. I won't elaborate what happen yesterday because favouritegirl just slept over at my place and therefore, I had to crash in the living room. I woke up at 7am and she's still sleeping. Yan is staying at granny's place whilst both my parents are working. So, played the computer and I ate breakfast around 9am.

Its really hilarious how ignorant some people are. Screaming their lungs out early in the morning. Its really iritating when you shout and the whole block can hear what you blaberring about. Come on, you're malay. You're embarassing your own religion man -.- My neighbour gets cranky over some little stuff you see. I feel like going down to their place and give them a middle finger. Grr. So, I was being a busybody idiot, called mama. We always do that. Especially mama. HAHAHA. :P Perangai kite kns. Told her about my neighbour. This time round, my neighbour is not shouting at her maid nor her children or either her husband. But at some man who didn't deliver her goods. There, she making a big fuss -.- Ok, fancy me bitching about my own neighbour. lol. Mama came back for lunch around 10am, so she keeps nagging at me and stuff like that. Asked me to sweep the floor and do this do that. This is mum. tabuley tengok orang senang. /:

Oh yea, as for today plans, I don't know if I'm going for soccer -.- Because I'm currently not in the mood. I just felt a bit different today. Feel that I can rage with anger sooner or later. Why? Whats up with me? heh? Hah? Hmm?? Maybe because I didn't have a good sleep this past two days. OH! Bini going for malaysia today. Have a safe trip okay? Get some minah malaysia for me too. Erra Fazira ke. Fasha Sandha ke. krekrekrekre.

I will be back for more soon.
I need to do something sensible :D

Girl I refuse, you must have me confused.
With some other guy, your bridges were burned.
And now, its your turn.
GO CRY ME A RIVER.

2009-06-19T18:19:00.002+08:00

Current mood : Angry, sad, missing someone.

That idiot paitaw me in the end. Faggot you. Aku dah semangat, kau pulak buat hal. Kecoh ah whye -.- So, I stayed at home, doing nothing. Play with my nephew and his so cute. And I bath at 3pm today. =.= Ok, information not needed.

Read : Bini is going malaysia tomorow. I'm missing her already.
): Don't go can? Boleh? -.- Sighs

bye lah ):

hehaho.

2009-06-19T08:15:00.002+08:00

I won't elaborate on what happen at Henderson Waves. Just ok lah. I upload the pictures when I get them from Izat's gf. So, yesterday night, went to lepak with Izat & Matin around my house.(read: around my house, benefit kan) All my old friends. Wanted to play takraw, but mat&minahs alert siol. So, we just lepak, bobal macam orang tua, kutok the MINAH around :) & talk about what guys should talk about. Sensible ? HAHA. K enough. Head home around 9pm cause mama already nag at me. I was out since morning you see. lols :) ZzZzZz ..

When I fully woke up today, I had to really-read them texts. Because I really thought I was texting in my sleep through the night. Ok, tak relevant. Izat texted me yesterday night around 12am and ask me whether I can do a favour for him. So yea, I agreed. (: That boy is really scared of the girlfriend you see. hahas. After Izat texted, Dila texted me -.- I was really so-malas-nak-layan. Wasn't in the mood so I went back to sleep.

Now, Im awake and it's just 8am. Later around 2pm, going lepak with them again at the same place. Then Izat going for jamming with his friends and I don't know about Matin. Maybe Isham tagging along also to lepak. But not sure. hmm .. I got nothing to blog though and Im famished):

I guess I shall end here. I want to whip out some food to eat.
And go watch some movie -.- ZzZzZzzzz .... Good day y'all (:

" you are so straightforward, and I likeeeeeeeeeeee "
Where is the love?
I FEEL SO FCUKING betrayed.

Tsk

2009-06-18T11:49:00.004+08:00

I haven't been having enough sleep this days despite the thought that I slept really early yesterday night. Dila texted me two times yesterday night and I didnt replied her. haha :) So, enough of that. I've decided to renovate my blog -_- Pathetic right? I know. I still haven't get the hang of this blogger and therefore, Im still a noob in this thing. [: hehehe.

My initial plan for today is later on, I will be having attachment with Izat at school. And around 3pm, will be going town to settle some stuff. Afterwich, most probably, I will be going to Henderson Waves with him too if his not lazy. His meeting his girlfriend around town and if his not lazy, I will ask him and his girlfriend to tagg me there. So, if that's the case, I shall ring favourite girl up too. Its been some time since I last met with her. Sighs ): Yeah, she's working and will only knock off around 4pm. I think, she can make it. And also, I really need a long talk with her too yea. ]=

So, Im done. I update when I get back home or so.
I'm going to be late and attachment starts at 1pm -.-

k cheylo~
5 days more to bali. Just the world against us :)

Imy ...

2009-06-17T18:08:00.008+08:00

First & foremost, I hate Izat for making excuses.
Smack your butt ah idiot. Tomorow is a must kkayy! :D
And I made a new friend today. Her name is Dila.
&& I got her number too! Wee :) Guys shall be guys :P
She's friendly but iritating! Grrrrrrrrrrrrr -.-

" How do you do it? How do you put up with my nonsense? How come you haven't broken up with me yet? Why do you let these things slide? Do you fear the results of the breakup? Do you fear that I'll try to kill myself? Are you hanging on to me just because you think you won't be able to find somebody else? Can you really love me that much? I know we have been through this before, but I am not convinced. I could just have low self-esteem and just thinking too much. I know my pitiful attempts to keep you is just pushing you away. I admit, I'm jealous about almost every girl you touch. I try to hold myself back from being jealous and watching your every move, but I just can't contain it. I am sorry for all of my jealousy. Remember that I will always love you and I hope we can stay together forever. I'll try my best to not be jealous about every girl. " - with so much love, your girlfriend.

There's so many things I want to say to you now.
)= Haisssssss . Imyimyimyimyimyimy.

p.s: sayang bini aku :)

Mocking Bird.

2009-06-16T12:30:00.004+08:00

But hey, daddy always tell you.
Straighten up little soldier.
Stiffen up that upper lip.
Whatchu crying about?
-mocking bird, EminemShe said, " Babyboo, please be strong alright? I promise nothing will happen to us. Keep holding on cause we'll make it. I love you my boo. Cheer up. Im always here ok. (: "

Im missing my gangsta already. She's working and Im suppose to have attachment today but I got lazy and didnt attend. LOL. Going to get my my lazy butt to meet gangsta at her workplace later on around 0130pm. Actually, I got lots of stuff to update. But IM LAZY.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHSASAKLSNANSJANSKJAnsk bye.

My heart hope to die.

2009-06-14T16:04:00.004+08:00

Good Afternoon goofy world!
Its already 4pm and I just woke up! I slept early yesterday night around 0930pm and then, I slept all the way till now. Wow. Im becoming like a pig if this continues. The cause of this is most prolly the heavy medication that I took D: Well, had a small accident again. Told you, Im very clumsy. hehehes. Lovergirl got all worried for me but I said I was fine. Dont fret, Im fine. (: Mama cooked Mee Rebus for the family and I just dig in. Yummy. My body is still aching like one shit and I better take my medication soon. Sheesh, I havent even had my bath yet. -.- Smelly welly ollie pollie.

I didnt know that lovergirl came by my place just now morning and I only realised it when she came in my room. hahahas. She was playing around with my nephew and she seems to like toddler so much (: Anyways, later on, maybe going out with Lovergirl to get some stuff. I dont know yet. My eyes is still dreary. Sighs. Tomorow going to be a goner because my dad is AT HOME. Fcuk it. I hate it so so so so much. /: I have been going out alot this two weeks and for this week, I have to stay at home. Really NEED TO you see.

But daddy's at home ?? BOREDOM! I cannot play the computer for long and I only get stuck in my room for that! =.= And about the television, he will conquer the living room television because theres SCV! Fcuked it. This is one of the reasons I hate having holidays. Asshole much! Grrrrrrrrrrrrr. Fcuk fcuk. Thanks to this, anybody can bring me out to slack or something?? gee. I want out, out want I. LOL!

k lah. I better rush to get ready. Since Im awake, I need to text bestf already.
Taking care all you there! LOL. Byebyes! :DD

I need better words to tell you that i really need you. I still need you cos you are my greatest pillar of strength. You are my faith, my hope and my life. I regretted, and still am searching for the rays of hope to shine upon me. My heart yearns for your presence. I know that neither a million words nor a million tears will bring you back, but i just want you to know that i love you more than you do.

Fighting to hold on, fighting to let go.

2009-06-12T21:01:00.002+08:00

Sometimes we sit back and remember the way things used to be.
Memories that lie in our hearts, stabbing us like a knife.
Part of us wishes they would go away but part of us does not want to forget.

The days we loved so much went by so fast and the next thing we know, they are gone forever.

Devastated pathetic boy.

2009-06-11T20:32:00.006+08:00

Picture taken 110609. woohoo.
I decided to delete what I post just now afternoon, because member terasa. haha, kesian siul jeck. :P So, let's start off with a proper post in my blog ayye ?? :D

I send lovergirl to see the doctor around the evening because she has high fever and flu. But the doctor said she's fine now :) She only need plenty of rest thats all. After seeing the doctor, send her back home and then I went home. Didn't stay over at her place because my little brother is home-alone. So, yeah, I just reach home for now. Updating this blog plus uploading pictures that I took with lovergirl. Oh yeah, my ex girlfriend is online right now. And her personal message was "Why do I feel uneasy??" I am feeling like that now. Ive been having difficulty of breathing this days and just now, I ask lovergirl if yesterday night if she heard my snoring or something. She said nah, because she was soundly asleep. I did sleep yesterday night, but gah, TAK PUAS TIDO. And I guess, I only close my eyes till the next morning -.- Ok .. Whatever. So, talking about my ex girlfriend, her personal message. Haiya. I don't know what to say lah. We always have this same feeling at the same time D:

I don't know if she's happy with her relationship now. I feel like talking to her, but... I just don't know. ): Nevermind. I'm not fickle minded and I will just stick to lovergirl. I think Im going sincere with lovergirl because everything I do,what I do and stuff, I will inform her. See, goodboy mahhh :) And especially who I contact is important. [: Talking about future, Im going to start working with my uncle. And besides that, most prolly I planning to get engage early next year. NS is done last two years, so am very lucky you see :)

hahas. So enough of that. The heat in singapore is unbearable. Phew. It cannot even be classified as warm any longer. I really miss the cold and wet rainy seasons here in Singapore. LOL. Im so random. hahahaha.

Anyway, I was online and I chatted with Izat. He has been the one who listen to me about this someone. So, I told him about this someone. And he quite know well about this someone. When he get to know what this someone said, he was freaking mad siul -.- terperanjat aku tengok member marah gile. hahah. So he left a note. Quite harsh though cos I told him about this when his not in the mood. But please, don't terasa lah ok friends out there. SIAPA MAKAN CILI, TERASA PEDAS. (:

" Yeah, i mean like, everybody has their own originality inside of them. Well, if people don't have originality, they're just fucking losers. Recyle what, Syaza? And what the fuck is getting out of hand? What are you seriously trying to prove? Oh drama. If you really really really really LOVE your stupid drama, go be a drama queen or something. Yeah, so its a part of your life. Go ahead. Nobody's stopping you. Haha. Bonnie & Clyde ? Syaza, so what if they're NOTORIOUS CRIME COUPLE IN THE 20'S OR 30'S ? And if you're not sure, seriously Syaza. What the fuck are you trying to prove here? Being such a fucking big head of Bonnie & Clyde. In the end, you state there so fucking clearly. That you're not sure. Why, you even bothered to do research on them. HAHAHAHAHA! Syaza! You got your inspiration from that song? YOU CAN LAUGH AT MY FUCKING ASS MAN. Oh, like your boyfriend and you. WHO THE FUCK CARES ABOUT YOU AND YOUR BOYFRIEND? And in the end, you said you were crapping around. Seriously Syaza, I don't fucking understand what you're trying to say. And ehem, you don't need to put that extra 'FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUHHHHH' there. Because it sounds really wrong in a situation like this. You're 16 year old yet you act like this. PEOPLE LIKE YOU ARE JUST A BUNCH OF FUCKING COWARDLY PUSSIES. Don't come begging to my friend when you lost your own BLOODY 'BOYFRIEND'. 'BOYFRIEND'. Don't know if his FAITHFUL TO YOU. hahaha. Because I heard his DEVASTATED. Aww, more of a desperate ayye. And talking about spoiled mood, ain't you spoiling Wan's mood too?? HAHA, takecare balek ahr siul JECKO. "

So, I'm done. Goodnight! :D

3year :)

2009-06-10T20:55:00.005+08:00

This few days, I have been spending time with girlfriend (:
Slept her house yesterday night and I told her I would whip pasta for her after her shower. But when she got out of the shower, she found me asleep on her bed. hahakz. I'm sorry ok ?? Too tired lah deyh :D

So, today plan, we went down to Sentosa beach to hangout, spend some time. We both were SAL-saing. hahahakz. Celebrated 3yr today :) Then, friends came over. Quite late though as we were pretty early there. hahakz.

I wont update much lahk. I'm so tired.
zZzZzz .. I update a proper one sooooooooon.
I hope.

I hate HOE(S) who changes guys like changing bra.
:) Sape-sape terasa, tu kau peh pasal lah jeckkkkkko!

Hold on tight.

2009-06-08T17:57:00.005+08:00

Overdued pictures during the botanic garden.
I so love that tattoo on Nad. (=

Happy endings doesnt exist. But while the pursuit of a happy ending is a life priority for some, the truth is, getting myself involved in a steady relationship is the last thing on my to-do list. I simply find it unrealistic to commit something I know for the fact will not always translate into a "happily-ever-after." I have my own reasons for being cynical due to some personal staticstics. Maybe, or perhaps my experience is an isolated case, but I think it reflects the current trend in society, that love doesnt last. And you can't blame me for being cynical when I'm the one who has to pick up the pieces and help out in the healing process of family and friends. And thats why, I made up my mind never to put myself in such a vulnerable position. A friend of mine once told me not to look way beyond a woman's personality, or else it would be doomed.

If only I had a wish. I wished I could turn back the time when I felt my presence are needed, when the times are full of contentment, when miseries were distance away, when everything just felt so right with smiles, laughter and jokes which never fails to crack me up. Knowing myself of going through this over and over again. Im taking this, one step at a time.

Nad baby, apologies for making you cry over what I said just now to you. Now, Ive learn how to differentiate between the love for you, and a bestfriend love. Remember that day you ask me about our future ?? Good old times. I really hope what we planned will come true. Baby, only you can make my day. I know you're reading this. I love you okay? Remember that. I meet you tonight at your crib and we'll have fun. (: Last long :D

Why love when theres hatred within? I give you time, I give you space, to breathe a little bit fresher.
If you love someone, let it go.
If it comes back, its yours.
If it doesn't, it was never yours.

Just like a tattoo in my heart

2009-06-08T13:44:00.009+08:00

Goodafternoon earthlings. First & foremost, would like t clear some stuff. Shitty shiet. Yesterday night, you had difficulty in breathing and you came t text me. I put aside how you slept on me when Im having problem and you didnt came to my aid. I put all that aside(let bygone be bygone) & I couldnt resist myself t come & talk t you yesterday night. You blogged about how caring Ive been toward you this days. & you even said, its like as if Im behaving like Im afraid t let you go since youre attach. We're once in love and yes, it ended just like that. Youre attach because your boyf is devastated. Th word devastated have been playing around my head since yesterday evening. He was devastated? Really? I was really suprise,shock and I didnt expect him t be like that. Dood, youre a guy, it really embarassed me when I heard all of this. Reminder, just dont play with her feelings ok because youre with her since she love/got someone else in mind which is me. Lol. Pathetic ryttttee ?? And, I dont do tricks like that t attract attention & its obviously, not my class.

On a lighter note, holidays already started for me & I went t school today just t support nad and her friends on their dance. Fetched Nad under her block and when I saw her, I gave her a tight big hug & a peck on the cheeks just t show how much I miss her. We both were th first one upon reaching th place. The practice was fun. [: Sat one corner with my bestie and just talk&talk. They finished at 11am and I went home afterwich because sister&brother coming over. I left Nad with her friends and Nad got angry with me and she pinch my.......... hahas. =.="

Baby, I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes.
And never really had a chance.
My mistake, I didnt know to be in love.
You had to fight to have the upper hand.

I felt so low. Sighs. Ok laaaaaa, I shall end here, want t have my lunch! :)
If youre listening t this, youre the resistance.

im down. I hate it when you cant compare yr love for me and him. I hate it when you say yr love shown to me is likely the same as his. I hate you. Yes I do. No I dont.

2009-06-07T15:39:00.002+08:00

" Now if i wrote you a love note,

And made you sign up every word i wrote.

If i wrote you a symphony,

Just to say how much you mean to me. "
- Justin Timberlake

Nothing left of me.

2009-06-06T16:24:00.002+08:00

My holidays just starts on Friday.
So hello t holidayssssssssssssssssss. (:

Today, I wanted to be more attached to home. Because Ive been going out alot and dont get t do much around the house. But I cant help myself ): Anyway, yesterday night, Nad came only for awhile cos she need t be home before 7pm due t family reunion dinner. Kind of argued her with some stuff. hahahas. I was just jokinnnnnnnnnng lahhhh. hahaha.

2009-06-05T19:00:00.002+08:00

Mommy says Im getting my phone this Sunday -_-
Wah fagggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg ):

5th

2009-06-05T17:35:00.003+08:00

Bila aku lelah tetaplah disini,
Jangan tinggalkan aku sendiri,
Bila aku marah, Biarkan aku bersandar,
Jangan kau pergi untuk menghindar.
I am so annoyed with what's going around these days. hmmmmm. This is weird. I feel like bashing someone up or something. & I realised only very few people deserve my concern & understanding. Other than that, em motherfuckers can just fuck the hell off. hahaha. Colourful language coming out like vurd womit. So lemme start with a proper update. My brain can't function very well nowadays. It keeps shutting down, like how I thought the zebras are the animals with the long necks which is why I bought that stripped cigarette box earlier this week. -_-

Today morning, I woke up quite early than any usual days thanks to dad. He keep knocking on my door. " Boy, wake up, nak gi sarapan tak ? " -_- After I had my morning shower, mama came in my room w/o knocking. Hello hurahura, Im like changing my clothes -.- Lucky me. So, she ask me whether I wanted t buy a new phone. I agreed t it after being some emo-shitz around the house. Had breakfast at Lot with mama,dad,adik (: All the way there, mama keep nagging at me non-stop. Live life being clumsy. hehk! :) Jyeah, home after breakfast & I still couldn't get over my phone. LOL! I miss my handphone terribly much. Hais. Yknw, the whole night of yesterday, I couldnt put myself to sleep cos I miss my handphone very muchmuchmuch. hahaha! -.- Pathetic much ?? Believe it ok.

Anyway, Nad called my house a few times this morning. She just came by my place at 530pm. I miss her very much too. And not forgetting bestfriend'Syaza. Oh syaza, before I forgot, its the 5th today. Happy 2nd babe! :) I know this date kind of slipped off your mind. :p

hahak, k lah.
Gtg now. Update soon.
I MISS MY PHONE :)

Sheesh!

2009-06-04T21:19:00.003+08:00

Catch a movie at Plaza Singapura. Nice though.
I don't want t update what happen today.
-.-

Thanks luhk for stealing my handphone .. Sighs .. How am I gonna leave w/o it tell me ???? Freak it , and I called mama using the telephone booth -.- When I got home, mama CBB siul. Daddy pun same. Sume cbb -.- Went online & ask kakak if she has new spare phone. She say she has none but she ask me t ask abang for it. Abang ? You gotta be kidding mua. Abang will surely HAVE NO extra phone. And he also can CBB. -.-

Wah, fcuk fcuk.
Nilah, dolat.
Ah k bye lah.

Balek rumah asik kena marah jek. Pukitiang.
k bye lah. -.-!

No title -.-

2009-06-04T11:06:00.002+08:00

I just finish my lectures and while waiting for Nad t finish her class, Im using her laptop to update this blog. Because most prolly, Ill be going out all day, so I have no time t update this blog. I hate staying at home nowadays, because mama already start nagging at us. First and foremost, when she's mad at dad, she will throw her tantrum t me. Then make me feel guilty as if Im at fault. -.- Saying I never help her with cleaning the house & stuff.

So, thats the reason, I'm always out to meet my clans and even hangout/stay overnight at Nad's. Later, going down t Bugis/PS t catch a movie as planned. Planning t go shopping as well. Not sure yet. Just now, class was horrible. I keep going t the toilet. Stomache. Sighs. Idk what i ate lorhk, maybe the other day mama stuff me some medicine. Good for digestion. Arggh.... -.-

Ok lahk, I think Im going to the toilet again. -.- And Nad just finish her class.
Short update for today. If I come back home early, I try t update again ok.

Syaza, you updated th blog.
I didnt blame you for the fault you made. Im also at fault ok. Rather emo-shit. LOL!
Its great t remain as bestfriend. Don't lie t yourself ok. I know you too well.

Cares peeps!

2009-06-03T20:57:00.004+08:00

Perangai sundal, takmuh jual mahal lah kkaayys.

Terima kasih. Saper-saper yang terasa, bagos lurh.

Bangla

2009-06-03T20:41:00.003+08:00

Hello babies .. This is my second post of the day. And this shows how BORED I am. I just fetched Nad just now from her work and nothing much. Went home after that because she got lotsa stuff t do. Didnt bother her much. Stay at home, bored, so otp with her for awhile. Talk t her bout stuff. Planning t go on a vacation. A virgin vacation. LOL! -.- Temptation that couldnt be resist. Familiar much ???

Anyway, its going to be 9pm. Im still waiting for that stupid bangla/china guy to bell my house so I can pay the money for the newspaper. Idiot. Bell my house late at night and Im like all alone at home. So.. im actually scared. MEOW! Mummy asked me t wait for my dad t come home so I can sleep and ask him for cash. Whilst, I have t wait still for the bangla/china guy. Haiyerrrrrhhhh ... Boring siul ..... ):

The television is on and imma at the living room. Stuck with my boxers and singlet. my oh my. Sheesh. I really want tomorow t come faster. I want t meet my clans. I want t crap with them. My .. i sound so desperate. My mind is all over the place right now. And maybe due to that, my post is SO italic. Mereng siul .. And yo, i actually dk what the heck im blogging about and even when Im chatting with Syaza, Idk what I'm talking about.

And oh, in anytime, the bangla will come and bell my house. So freaky tau takkkkkkkkkkkk ?! Cepat lurh balek yah oh yah .. Siul betul ni bangla. Datang lambat-lambat. Beyh end up, bell rumah orang. Mintak duit. Macam tailong. Siul peyh siul!

Ah, k bye lar before I thrash more rubbish in here.
Bye oh ~

babysteps

2009-06-03T12:58:00.006+08:00

Look how masai I am, lols!

Take my hand girl, Im giving you mine.
You will never have to cry again.
Why would you? Why should you?
You got me, Im your boo and I wont leave you.

Yesterday night turn out great, really. (: I met Nad at her workplace around 8pm and waited for her t finish work around 9pm. Texted bestie for awhile & then BOOM, my battery went flat. lols! Nad & myself havent eaten yet so we decided t have our late-dinner at the nearby foodcourt. But apparently, I was craving for something but I dont know what. So I decided t bring her around and we landed ourself at Bedok Corners for dinner. The journey there was quite long and Nad was complaining how tired she was. Lucky I brought the bike along so yea. We ate, we talk, we joke and we had a walk after dinner and end up under Nad's void-deck t chit-chat. It already strike 1am by then so its not sweet for her t stay that late. See her up t her place and her parents were not asleep yet. Grool much. hahas. Her parents offered and asked me whether I should stay at their place for the night. I rejected at first but in the end, I did. Due to forcing from both her parents and nad herself. lols.

I told her I would whip out some cookies and made for her milo but then I found her sound asleep on the bed. Didnt wake her , cos I knew my love needed her rest. She's simply mesmerizing. And I fell asleep beside her, listening to her breathing. And there go me.. ZzZzZz .. So, today is Wednesday and I went t send Nad t work and then I went home. Just had my lunch and most probably meeting Nad around 5pm. Soccer is cancell. Sighs. Um yea, before I forget, tomorow going to be a long day. Having school for only 2hrs and Im starting my attachment. (: And then going out for movie-mania with the lovelie(S). Gee! Cannot wait :P

So, I shall end my post here aite ??? Tired of typing. hahas.

What am I going t do when youre gone favourite girl ?? Youre the only one who gave me the bestest answer when I asked " By, why do you love me ?? Im so terrible t you. " & you'd say, " Oi pantat, its L O V E . "

(: I love you very strong bay.♥

Ufff.

2009-06-02T17:51:00.006+08:00

Nad_Photography.
The other day picture at Botanic Garden. Sighs.

Life is going at such a fast pace, it is so difficult to catch up sometimes. I am already tired of this lifestyle, running around with barely anytime to think. This few days have been quite fun, mostly hanging out with Nad. Shoppings,Movie mania,Botanic Garden. And I dont wish t elaborate oh the Botanic Garden because I know Im back t square one right bbygirl ?? (:

Its already the starting of June. How time flies. Nothing has changed much and it's still just the same old, same old. Haiya, I have been stuck at home doing nothing. Waiting for mummy to bring macdonald for me and little brother :P And most probably, I will be meeting Nad after her work tonight. Maybe catch things up, driving around or something or just chill at her crib.

Lotsa plan this coming weeks/days.
I cant wait.

Just when I look into your eyes, I realised just how much I love you.
(:

Past is Past.

2009-05-31T19:33:00.004+08:00

yesterday picture.
Has been a great weekend recently. Eversince school started, I've got closer t Nad. It's great you see. She is like a sister to me. hahas. Yesterday and today has been a blast. On saturday, we both went t Botanic Garden t help her finish her project plus some sight-seeing & we both fetch my mummy at TKC after that. Had dinner and then I send mum home first before I send Nad back.

Today, was average. Nothing happen. Just party at my granny place. Lots of food and ate manymany. Down to Jurong to get things with Nad. Since I finish my test, I'm not having school for 3days. That is cool.

k la, I need to sleep soon. im so sleeeeepy -.-

Dead and Gone

2009-05-30T13:18:00.005+08:00

Nadddddddddddd :)

GoodAfternoon readers.
The plan t go to Zouk was not cancel yesterday night because Nad force me to follow her. She came by my place at 8pm and then, we watch slumdog. Funny things happen while watching slumdog. Nad actually trying t rape me. hahas. So, anyways, went to Zouk at 10pm and Din and Aishah tag along. Didn't drink that much yesterday night because wasn't in the mood actually. So mesmerize with Nad. HAHAHAS. Decided to be back at home around 3am+, so drove Nad back to her place.

I reach home around 4am and then BOOM. Knock out in my bed. My lil brother was asleep soundly. Slept until 10pm & played the computer. Went to investigate something. Later on, will be going out with Nad around 3. To I don't think I need to tell you where. But its going to be an awesome day. Plus Nad following me t meet momma at yishun t get something for tomoro. Most prolly, Nad following also will be coming to our family gathering at granny place tomoro.

I just dyed my hair and ewww, it look awful. hahahahahahas -.- And I'm redying my hair again -.- STUPPPPPPPPPPPPPID. The colour is not really bright as I expected. Grrrrrr. Nevermind. I do look hot still. -.- ZzzZzzZzz .. Perasan lak ni mamat.

k tata.

Colour Biru, Colour kuning, Aku cinta sama......

2009-05-29T19:23:00.005+08:00

you know how sometimes you fall asleep with a giddy, childlike feeling.
totally lightonyourfeet and walkingonair.
and th next morning you wake up & hit reality and feel like fuckwasithinking.
suddenly, all the giddiness dissipated overnight.

i feel like that right now.

Nad coming over at my place later for slumdog ??? idk.
Zouk was cancel due to soccer just now.
I sangat lazy want to update ini blogger babi.

k laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, bye.
hmm.

Harsh day

2009-05-28T19:48:00.002+08:00

Just remember tat you talking t me,
You need t watch th way you talking to me y'kno.
I mean, after all th thing that we been throu.
I mean, after all the things we got into.

I was involve in 3 fights today. Harsh day, really harsh. -.- See wat happen, when you mess with th wrong person. hmm. I was waiting for yr text, but hell no. Empty. All I got was messages from Nad, that little idiot girl who never fails t cheer me up. Went t her crib just now afternoon at 3pm and talk t her about stuffs. She also has problems with her bf. lols. She even says that guys nowadays is like a girl. She even say, I nvr like making the first move & idk whyy. hahas.. Most prolly, due to HER which pamper me too much. hmm .. Ego ego .. Traits from my dad which I follow. lols.

tomorow = long day. Soccer and Zoukout tomorow night. I got nothin much t update. ZzZzZ .. My blog is boring, dont bother reading. Momma is nagging at me already, asking me t eat. Rhymes ryteee ?! haahahaaaaas! LMAO

ok byebye.
goodnight.
Her, i apologies, I couldnt attend yr granny funeral..
Th woman who ever love me.. sighs... Sorry nyayi .. ]=

Can you feel me

2009-05-27T20:05:00.006+08:00

Evening! :)
Sucha long day at school today & yknw, I slack alot. Did nothing much, just th same thing over and over again. During break, slack with Remi in the study corner and Daniel thinks that I was going dating. lols! Talk t him about stuff and I felt better after expressing. He really can be my counsellor. lols. I just think that yesterday message was stupid and he also think it otherwise. hmmm ......

School was from 8am-4pm. Slack for awhile until 5pm and home afterwich. Otp with Fiqah and we only talk about less than 5minutes because she says my peers was noisy at that time. Everybody was screaming like some googoo idiot. =.=" Actually, I dont knw what to update and Im just plain lazy too. Anyways, happy 40 birthday to my ibu. May you hav an everlasting flow of happiness okieeeeeeeee. Sayang you manymany.

She wants to play dirty, I shall play dirty too.
I HATE HER. -.-

2009-05-27T20:04:00.000+08:00

Evening :)
Sucha long day at skool today and slack all the way.

Fire red, now its turning blue

2009-05-26T20:30:00.008+08:00

omg, I feel so hungry right now. So random.
Anyway, talking about school, it has been BOOMBOOMBOOM.

Today,
I nearly died on my lunch when my cliques ask me hurry up.
Today,
I played in the rain while on the way to PS to get some stuff.
Today,
I hd a long day at school and Im tired.
Today,
my cliques call me ah-beng --'
Today,
I felt a bit grumpy wen I gt home.
Today,
I felt grumpy because I read someone blog and the tag.
Today,
mum gave me 10bucks and I used 7 bucks. WTFH was I thinking ?
Today,
when i reach home, I think Im feeling sick due to the rain.
Today,
I love Nad for being so swet and adorable. lols!!
Today,
when I was drawing my name, I accidentally wrote ~~'S'~~ before I realised
my name starts with the letter 'A'
Now,
I accidentally thought about you.
AND TODAY,
Hairi promise me to call me for a gay meeting session tomorow. NOT

ANNNNNNNNND TODAY,
I'm going to be in bed before 10pm. YAY! lols.

Goodnight.
Eat,message,sleep.

love sex magic

2009-05-25T17:51:00.002+08:00

I miss you more. Believe me. Imagining you no longer being jst 5 mins away, makes me feel like a wall is missing somewhere. I guess now I understand what they mean by wonderwall.

More than love

2009-05-25T17:37:00.004+08:00

hey all. Ive started to get th hang of blogger. Won't link you guys up cause this just a temporary blog or so. Anyway, 24th May started off very bumpy & I don't wish to elaborate things thou. V pissed off -.-

My chicken-pox have become better & I went t school today. Looking at those peers of mine being happy when I came t school especially Nad. She gave me a big hug which somehow suffocate me nearly to death. k joke. hahas!! Came back t school, lots of assignments to be done. ZzZzzZ.. After school was the fun part. Went slacking w my peers and I was craving for chocolate waffle. I was at the counter and told the cashier that I wanted extra chocolate. She went, " Wouuuuuuuuuuh. *with a big smile on her face*. " hahas! Cute thou. Nad fed me wv ice frost which I find it too sweet. Had fun with my peers especially nad,hairi,kim and daniel.

Went home by bike and company Nad home too since she leaves nearby. And someth happen. This apek had to seduce me. not. hahas!! Nad just laugh all the way. Thnks eh thnks. hahas. So yea, Im home now. Don't know what to blog. Oh yea, before I forgot, thanks hairi for companying me yesterday night yea bro ? :D

I told and ask 'em.
" Youre having family problem, and you texted your lover,the person who admired you and your close friend. You were waiting for your lover to text. End up, the unexpected happen. The person who admired you came to lend a listening ear. And then your close friend. You didn't expect that your lover would be the last one who comes to your aid. "

<3